Month for Loki: Sixteen
A Repetitive Prayer to Loki,
by Greystonegreys
Hail Loki, Mother of Monsters
Speaker of truths and chaos
Shifter of blame and power
Trickster, World-breaker
Hail!
Defy with me!

A Repetitive Prayer to Loki,
by Greystonegreys
Hail Loki, Mother of Monsters
Speaker of truths and chaos
Shifter of blame and power
Trickster, World-breaker
Hail!
Defy with me!

Here is a lovely and powerful poem regarding Gammleið – one of my favorite kennings for my sweetest (and likewise oldest) friend and most Beloved, Loki.

The vulture, my oldest friend, my favorite teacher, leans in over my shoulder and says to me, Listen up, kid, god is talking. He’s smoking behind his teeth, boiling pine sap cracking the hearth of His throat. His jacket’s trimmed in the skin of a serpent that, if you ask, you’ll swear He strangled with […]
Stan | Gammleidh
(And thank you to my most patient teacher, as well)
A heartfelt thank you to Patron Saint of Hard Times for sharing this poem with us ❤️
Hail Loki
Hail Gammleið

This meme is reminiscent of Loki for me in many ways.
Fox ✅️
Addressing one as ‘Beloved’ ✅️
‘Agent of Chaos’ ✅️
‘Sent here to destroy you’ ✅️
( OK hear me out…
In my experience, it’s not destruction All of the Time!
BUT
Loki is relentless about pushing folks out of their comfort zone
Loki would also be the first to challenge the status quo
and
Loki can be the Tower Card personified, often on cue
So, while it can definitely feel like Loki is out for destruction — ‘cos I can certainly relate to that concept of ‘gods, this *feels* like my world is ending —
Loki isn’t called a World breaker for nothing
But it’s not meaningless destruction.
I don’t believe that Loki would destroy my comfortable little world for no reason, just for fun.
Loki’s pushing me (and maybe you!) to tear it all down, to allow it all to end, to force the change because what I’m doing isn’t working for me anymore. Things have become stagnant. Things need to change and evolve and grow into something more…
And what better time than now?
It’s difficult, necessary and inevitable)
And so…
Any time works for me ✅️
Anyway…and there you are.
Are you ready?
Today, I would like to share one of the daily prayers that I recited for several years.
(Long-term readers may recall this post on reworking the Baptist ‘war-room prayers’ that I learned from one of the first neighbors that I met when I’d first moved to Florida back in the early 2000s.)
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Loki, thank you for this day.
Thank you for the breath in my lungs, the flush in my skin, and the ground beneath my feet.
I am grateful for Your gifts and Your challenges.
Thank you, sweetest friend, for Your love and wisdom that brings me comfort and strength in times of despair.
The Havamal says: ‘The unwise man lies awake at night and ponders everything over; when morning comes, he is weary in mind, and all is a burden for ever.’
In this, You remind me how I should not be anxious for tomorrow; for when morning comes, I would be as weary and anxious as ever.
Beloved, come – quiet my heart and mind. Free me from the chains of doubt and anxiety.
Grant me a peaceful rest so that I may be refreshed in spirit for You tomorrow.
Thank You.
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Loki has always nudged me toward finding my power and voice in all aspects of my life.
But that being said, I think that Loki and I are currently at the part where he’s making me stand on my own. (Which, I have come to realize, is a very important part of my particular spiritual journey.)
Though, perhaps I’m not as mentally ready as I had previously assumed.
You see, instead of hearing him through channeling, or in dreams, like I used to do, I’ve been sensing him in other, different ways now.
I’m feeling his steady presence in things like natural occurrences (clouds, rainbows, plants and animals).
Not surprisingly, this new paradigm has led me to feeling a much deeper connection to the earth.
You see, I’ve spent much of my life being full of rage and I most certainly have some abandonment issues from my own familial traumas. Nowadays, it seems as if I’ve survived a few more traumas, as well as having had a heavy dose of shadow work and failure – and this is how the dynamic between us has further evolved and developed over the last ten years.
But despite what I have – at intervals – allowed myself to assume over the last two years or so, Loki has not abandoned me.
I know that now
But I have found peace through incorporating bhakti and Buddhist thought, as well as being nudged toward Rumi and even Alan Watts in expanding my spiritual practice.
In short, I’ve been having an ongoing lesson of learning to stand up for myself while Loki has stood by and watched me learn and grow – which I’ve often referred to as the lesson of learning to swim rather than watching me drown.
Has it been successful?
I’d like to think so.
Loki, by three other names:
I will admit that, upon first seeing this kenning years ago, I did think that this kenning for Loki referred to Sigyn’s holding of the bowl over Loki’s face (as anyone who has ever held something – however small – with their arms outstretched for longer than a few minutes has experienced that incessant twinge of muscle fatigue in their arms.) So, using that logic, perhaps one might see how I could have thought of the act of holding the bowl could have referred to the holding of a physical burden in one’s arms.
And yet, I was delighted to find out sometime later, in reading an article regarding Norse terms of endearment, that “arm-burden” is a common kenning for lover, referring to the husband/lover laying in the woman’s arms.
Sweet ❤

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I have written of this kenning before, as early on in my practice with Loki, I was inexplicably led to explore Loki’s connection to vultures. I was having almost daily interactions with vultures where I live (Florida), coupled with several rather intense interactions with Loki thereafter, also involving vultures. (You can read of one particular connective experience here.) And through that exploration, Gammleið has become one of my favorite kennings for Loki.

I’ve seen this word translated loosely as ‘Roarer’ and like the above kenning, I had trouble fathoming the connection of Hveðrungr to Loki at first.
What is something that could be associated with Loki that ‘roars’?
I thought of lions – which certainly did not fit – but it was not until I was burning some extremely flammable offerings to Loki in a fire pit in my backyard one day that I heard how loud a bonfire can be:

And I suppose is what led to a bit of my UPG that Loki as Roarer refers to Loki in an association with fire — whether as a hearthfire(1) at the center of a home, or as a bonfire full of sacrificial offerings(2) – as I’ve always gotten the impression that Loki is a roaring spirit who appreciates offerings consumed by flames.
Not to mention this entry in Rudolf Simek’s Dictionary of Northern Mythology, which defines Hveðrungr thusly:
In Vǫluspá 55, Vidarr takes revenge for the death of his father, Odin, by killing ‘Hveðrungr‘s son,’ who, according to Snorri (Gylfaginning 50), must be the Fenris wolf. As the father of the Fenris wolf is Loki, Hveðrungr would therefore be a name for Loki. The term Hveðrungr maer for Hel, who is also a daughter of Loki’s (Ynglingatal 32), would support this.
(S. Nordal, Vǫluspá, Darmstadt 1980)
Simek, Rudolf, (trans. Angela Hall), Dictionary of Northern Mythology, D.S Brewer, Cambridge, 1993; p. 166
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1.) From Axel Olrik’s manuscript on Loki as a spirit of home and hearth in Norway: http://www.heimskringla.no/wiki/Loke_i_nyere_folkeoverlevering
2.) Loptson, Dagulf, Playing With Fire: An Exploration of Loki Laufeyjarson, Asphodel Press, Hubbardston, MA, 2014; p. 136
They are a Madman, a Magician, and a clever Trickster.
They are a Lover, a Shaman, and a wily Shapeshifter.
They are a Seiðmaðr, a Consort, and a Master of Boundaries.
They are my heart’s sweetest Friend…
And I’m so glad that They found me ❤
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