bloodteethandflame

Here goes…

* It’s not as if I forgot or anything, I simply have not felt up to writing much these past few days.

* Though I did have some plans to write about some particular events and some accompanying thoughts, but I’ll admit that there wasn’t nearly as much development of said plans and thoughts as there had been in past years;

* As well, yesterday, I didn’t feel up to celebrating again, as this is the second year in a row that I didn’t do anything celebratory for the 4th, as in barbecues, or fireworks or much of anything at all. There are reasons why, which better writers than I have graciously put into words here. (Link)

* Honestly, I’ve been having some issues at home – which I won’t get into – but then there was that mandatory trip up North that was intensely emotional for me – but that was also a bit exhausting. Sufficed to say that I am glad that that is finally over.

*sigh*

I’m trying, though.

I haven’t given up yet.