Realization.
by beanalreasa
First, this conversation, from Sunday:
Me: Well, all of that [redacted] was pretty intense.
L: So, what have you learned?
Me: Um…there’s not any particular thing that I can recall exactly.
L: Great!
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This past weekend contained a sneaky ton of bricks.
It has occurred to me that I have been holding in some of my feelings (again!) in effort to maintain my composure, in an attempt to ‘prove’ to myself that I do not need to pay attention to some particular feelings that I’ve been feeling, as of late.
Cryptic post is cryptic.
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But now, there’s these new hazy thoughts, which make me grin, and lose my train of thought.
