Journal Challenge, Week 1: August 2nd
I was a few days behind on this challenge, but I caught myself up the other day when my Oracle cards arrived in the mail.
If any of my readers would like to participate in this challenge, here’s the opening meditation link at Cauldrons and Cupcakes.
My gratitude stone is a piece of honey-red carnelian, tumbled smooth.
After listening to the first guided meditation, I received not one but two colors to focus on for the first week’s exercise.
First color was an electric yellow green
followed by a second color, which was a pale turquoise blue
I quickly wrote down my impressions of each color:
Electric yellow-green reminds me of happy, sunny things. My first thoughts concerned warmth, happiness and youth.
This color is especially keyed into one of my favorite flavors, and I tasted it immediately upon seeing this color: lime.
I love lime-flavored things, especially that tart-sweet flavor in candies like Skittles and LifeSavers, and I know that I might be the odd one out to say that I absolutely despise when candymakers change their green flavored candies from what was formerly lime-flavored to a dreadful sour apple, or worse, kiwi-flavored candy.
But other than that, this color is a very evocative color for…my tastebuds anyway.
Meanwhile, this pale turquoise blue is related to that green in that I also associate it with a particular flavor – the taste of mint, of menthol.
This shade of blue makes me think particularly of water and sky — cool, peaceful sensations of calm and steadiness — with a subtle undercurrent of sharp intensity.
I think of still calm waters that belie icy depths.
I think of breezes that precede the approach of storms – wind, rain – and change.
Now, the word:
I think of all that I have allowed.
I loved it when:
–I’ve allowed myself to be happy, when I’ve allowed myself to enjoy.
This is difficult work for me.
I need to:
Allow myself to see.
Allow myself to become aware of my own value.
Allow Them to show Their faces to me.
He waits — but I am afraid and I negotiate myself out of allowing Him access out of fear.
The Oracle Card:
This card makes me think of….Odin.
As well, the intuitions that come to me from this card concern path-work, mystery, the process of reaching goals.
I think of autumn when I look at this card, and I notice the mountain in the background with its winding path to the summit. I see the suggestion of a gate at the base of the mountain and a few spiral motifs featured on the stones scattered there.
Spirals can represent energy radiating out (or inward depending on your perspective).
Spirals can also symbolize growth, birth and expansion of consciousness.
Of course, there is more, but these are the main jumping off points for my journal-keeping this week.
The second guided meditation -for Week 2 – is here.
Thanks for reading!